5 AM

Don't ask why I'm not tired. I actually have an idea, it's because I haven't talked with Ryan in two days. Sure we've been back and forth on IM, but I think my subconscious is like, where is he? where's his voice? Being around Ryan makes me relax like there's no tomorrow. Being on the phone with him when he's far away has the same effect. No matter what time of the day it is I just want to curl up and go to sleep. I guess this makes him the equivalent of melatonin, and since I'm low, I'm not tired at all. This is slightly frustrating because I'm a little sick. But since there is nothing I have to get up for tomorrow I'm not to perturbed. As long as I'm being productive now! which I am, hence the reading of the IRS website.

So in case anyone didn't know he/they are in Paris right now. And Ryan informed me that he can see the Eiffel tower from the hotel gym. Did you know that Parisians originally considered the Eiffel tower an eye sore and it was never intended to be a permanent fixture of the city? (this fact brought to you by my nineteenth century parisian architecture course)

I'm good, in case anybody needed to know. Call me and come say hi before I leave (27th) for a month.