straight into the beginning

I am so excited! Today I joined the 24 hour gym, talk about stepping out on a limb and pushing myself. The gym is downtown, a ten mile drive, I filled up my tank right before and right after driving both ways, it cost two dollars. Ack. But I decided I still want to do it. Twenty-Four hours means no excuses. Joining a gym means no excuses. And the drive, even though it makes me an enviro-hypocrit, well it's something I'm forcing myself to accept, I look at is a temporary sacrifice for my goals (they are suppose to open another 24 gym in Goleta in about a year). So what is my goal? I want to look like Kate from Lost. At first it was just a dream and an ideal, but then I saw an old picture of myself and I realized my body type is close enough, maybe I won't look exactly like her, but when I'm done, you'll get the idea. So for further motivation and ouchness, that up there is a reminder.