Living the Dream

So our friends are getting married tomorrow. Close friend's, real close. The groom asked Ryan to be in the wedding. Guess who's not going to be at the wedding tomorrow. Ryan has been good friend's with John for over ten years. And on one of the biggest day's of John's life, Ryan is not there. No bachelor party, showers, dress rehearsal, wedding, reception, nothing.

You know all of this has been totally insane. But there are downsides that I never would have thought of. You’re living the dream, but right along side of the non-existent work week is the non-existent weekend. You’re locked into this alternate reality. Living the dream means just that, you don't get to wake up, even when you want too.

Edit: Just a note, life is great and things are good, but this is a bummer, and since this is my journal I'm writing it down.