change
So, given the current exciting change in my life, (though this exciting change is dragging it's feet) I decided that from this day forward I am going to try and post more faithfully to a journal. And yes I decided to make it online. I tell myself it's not as bad because it's not livejournal, but I know that's a poor excuse. Here's another one, in this modern day and age I could argue that it's easier to access an online journal on any computer and post on it as opposed to carrying a physical journal around. :)
What's the current and exciting change in my life? I get to leave my job. I get to leave my job.I don't think you may understand how happy I am to have a second chance. A second chance at life, growing, career building, getting organized, free time. To try to make it short I realized I can never do a desk job forty hours a week, especially when there are no windows. It just sucks the life out of me. It was sucking the life out of me, I was going crazy. I like my field but something about the direction of what I was doing with this job wasn't quite right. But now I have been very lucky and I will be able to search and learn and redefine what I want to do... But as you know this is more than a second chance this is a second chance with bonuses. I get an almost free ride (have to pay for my plane tickets) with a most interesting way to see the world and meet all kinds of people. And if you know me, you know I can never turn down life, traveling, and experience. I'm also ridiculously in love with my husband, so being able to be with him goes in there somewhere too.
Now taking that all into consideration one main reason I'm starting this journal is so that I have someone to fess up too. When I don't have a productive day, I'll turn to this thing, I won't have shit to post... well I'm going to be pretty pissed at myself. I've already come along way with staying on top of myself but I'm nowhere near done.
So hang on, and get ready for me to really take off like I never have before. After twenty-five years I've grown and learned (and I am proud at what I've done so far) but now it's really time to kick into high gear.
What's the current and exciting change in my life? I get to leave my job. I get to leave my job.I don't think you may understand how happy I am to have a second chance. A second chance at life, growing, career building, getting organized, free time. To try to make it short I realized I can never do a desk job forty hours a week, especially when there are no windows. It just sucks the life out of me. It was sucking the life out of me, I was going crazy. I like my field but something about the direction of what I was doing with this job wasn't quite right. But now I have been very lucky and I will be able to search and learn and redefine what I want to do... But as you know this is more than a second chance this is a second chance with bonuses. I get an almost free ride (have to pay for my plane tickets) with a most interesting way to see the world and meet all kinds of people. And if you know me, you know I can never turn down life, traveling, and experience. I'm also ridiculously in love with my husband, so being able to be with him goes in there somewhere too.
Now taking that all into consideration one main reason I'm starting this journal is so that I have someone to fess up too. When I don't have a productive day, I'll turn to this thing, I won't have shit to post... well I'm going to be pretty pissed at myself. I've already come along way with staying on top of myself but I'm nowhere near done.
So hang on, and get ready for me to really take off like I never have before. After twenty-five years I've grown and learned (and I am proud at what I've done so far) but now it's really time to kick into high gear.

1 Comments:
I am very stoked to read this. Blogging is definitely what you make of it... There ARE people who can legitimately talk about themselves and captivate others without tugging on their heartstrings like a stereotypical blogger. I have high hopes for your blogging prospect and of course your life prospects ;)
Looking forward to reading this habitually =)
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